All souls day came n past n it still seems so surreal to me
MY GRANDMA HAS LEFT US.......
It has been a whole month since she left the family to be with God
I always thought she would be with us for quiet some time more but it all happened so fast
It all happened so suddenly
But i guess there is a time for everyone n we don know when it will happen

Eyes of the wanderer staring into the abyss
Arms reaching to eternity
Beyond doubt and beyond measure
Unknown and unsought
Will the dawn pierce the darkness
Will the wings once silent take off into the air once more
Awaiting the moment to take hold of the precious treasure
To see the light reflect off the twin pools
Reflecting knowledge and depth
Bespeaking a sensuousness not yet experienced
Be still heart of the wanderer for that day will come upon thee someday

Tear filled eyes
Hands reaching out for salvation
Hungry and yearning for release
They walk the mile for a pittance
They bleed willing for a drop
Who will be their end
Who will be their eyes and mouth
Cries of injustice yet hands that stay closed
Seeking and asking for faith yet giving none
Standing on the mountain and yet never coming down
Down to pull the helpless up from the gravel
To take them beyond what they expect
WHO AM I
WHO ARE WE
and... who are they

Temptations
Convictions
Blurring before my eyes
And seeping into my whole being
Tangible and yet unreachable
Flitting lightly in and out of the mind
Trapped am I in a prison of my own making
Waiting for the key that will set me free
Repentance, damnation
Both opposite spectrum's of the mind
And yet closely connected
For it is through these two that we find ourselves
Are we born to be heroes or destroyers
Kings or conquerors
It is up to us to be who we want to be
To free ourselves we need to break free
Break free of conventional thought
Break free of misgiven circumstances
Break free from being less than we are meant to be

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what i did out of sheer (fill in with word above)om

Time seems to be flyin by so fast n leavin me behind sometimes,
I can't.....
I won't.....
I'm lazy la....
Heard these so many times b4 from ppl n sometimes from myself
Yet i don want those 3 sentences to dictate how i am to live
I wanna be free to do whatever i can without anything holding me back
To do something with all i got n be able to be proud of myself no matter wat the outcome

Wat's cooking :)

Haiz.... Results almost here so that means my time of leisure is comin 2 an end(finally an end 2 all the boredom!!!! XD). Today had nothing better 2 do, so besides practicing the guitar(still can't play some of the chords properly :(), i did some cooking using some recipes i found online. Results look ok but need some guinea pigs 2 test the food :D 2 see the edibility.
For those who actually take the time to read my lil blog(much appreciated), i made three things:
1)Apple Rice
2)Dulce Le Delche (not sure whether i'm spelling the last word properly)
3) n finally butter mashed potato

fingers crossed 2 get a good review from the family